Spring 2026: Writing and Ministry Update

Throwback to working on our first book 🙂

Good morning, Blogging Family! Thanks again so much for all your prayers over the past few weeks! It was also super encouraging for us to read the comments on my last post and learn ways that God has used Psalm 46 in your lives over the years. He truly is faithful!

Now that my hand is recovered, I wanted to give an update on what we’ve been up to this winter since the recital, as well as what we’re looking forward to the rest of the spring. It’s crazy to think that this time last year we were preparing to release our second book, Hello, God: Seeking the Lord When Words Fall Short, which drew on my personal experience of re-learning to pray after the brain injury. We’re both so grateful that God has opened the door for us to write two books about lessons He’s taught us from my accident, and continue to pray that He would use them for His purposes. Remembering what we were up to this time last year also explains what we’re currently pursuing!

First, based on my experiences sharing my faith in various hospital settings, as well as the journey we have shared with you all, I felt led to explore biblical counseling a few years ago. Due to a variety of factors, including writing two books in relatively short succession, counseling certification has not been something I mentioned here. Since January, I’ve been devoting the bulk of my energy to this ministry and have been blessed to see the Lord at work in people’s lives. I’ve also been very convicted about areas in which I need to personally grow as I spend time praying and preparing for sessions each week.

Although counseling is a major theme of my life right now, God is also being faithful in continuing to provide writing opportunities. Last summer, I got approved as a vendor for the San Jose Public Library, and loved teaching a fiction workshop last September. This April, I’ll be back to lead a poetry workshop. Although my published books have been nonfiction, I’m grateful to both SCAD and CalBaptist for challenging me to write in many genres while I was in school. So this is a huge blessing from the Lord because it challenges me to keep my writing skills sharp and allows me to continue teaching. I also see it as an indirect opportunity to witness because, although it’s a secular workshop, I can mention my own published work. 🙂

Finally, Ivan and I are grateful to have a couple of chances to share music and our testimony on the horizon. We loved sharing the history of violin with the Classical Conversations homeschool community last year, and are blessed to be returning in April, this time to talk about both violin and piano. We’re also excited to be partnering with a local small group to lead worship and share our testimony.

I’ll be posting more as we participate in some of these events. Thanks as always for your prayers and for walking with us!

A Helping Hand

Hello Blogging Family! Thank you all so much for your prayers and concern! I’m finally back to normal typing, and wanted to share a personal “thank you” as well as my own thoughts on the past couple of weeks.

Although we continue to be extremely grateful for just how faithful and powerful the Lord has been to restore so much of my life, this incident has reminded me that I’ve started to take certain parts of recovery for granted. On the bright side, it’s also been a sweet demonstration of all the love and support we continue to receive from our online community whenever there is a health-related update! ❤

As I consider the progress that I may have begun to take for granted – or push a little too far – working in the kitchen is one of the first things that comes to mind. Every time I’ve told my version of this latest incident and started with, “Well, I was opening a can one-handed…” I’m struck by how unwise this sounds. Although I’ve been opening cans for several years now, I’m realizing that it’s God’s mercy and protection that I made it this long without an accident.

While Ivan does most of the truly dangerous kitchen work at our house, I admit that my limitations with my left hand tempt me to feel insecure when I consider what other wives do for their husbands. This often prompts me to test my limits to see if I could be doing more. Hence my one-handed can-opening career. But the past couple of weeks have reminded us that when my experiments go south, I need significantly more help from him than if I focused on doing what we know I can do safely and well.

On the subject of help. the past couple of weeks have been a sweet reminder of how much Ivan is willing to help and how much my guilt for asking him is self-imposed. On the drive home from the hospital he began peppering me with questions about everything I would need help with now that I was down my right hand – including getting dressed. While I nixed that particular suggestion, the heart behind it was truly precious, and continued to remind me of how Ivan has always been willing to do whatever needs to be done to care for me.

And I did find myself humbled the following morning when we embarked on our two weeks of wound care. Although I knew I would need some help given that I had relatively incapacitated my dominant hand, after everything I’ve been through I pride myself on being rather tough and low maintenance. I laid everything out and read all the instructions, only to be hit by a wave of nausea when we removed the bandage. Maybe it’s been too many years since our last significant incident, or maybe there was something different about this cut (Ivan spared the gory details in his post), but I found myself unable to do anything except look away and pray while he did all the wound care. So this too was a poignant reminder, not just of Ivan’s willingness to help, but also of the Lord’s faithfulness and enabling power in all the trials we’ve been through in the past. I am more aware than ever that the grit I used to think was part of my personality is really an enabling grace God can give and remove as He sees fit. I’m very grateful for when He does choose to give it. When He does not, this causes me to depend on Him more closely and also be more grateful for the help I receive from others.

I’d like to close with Psalm 46, which my discipleship group recently memorized. The application question the week before my can-opener incident was “How are you going to apply this psalm to daily life?” At the time I’d talked about using it as a framework to pray for others and also praise God’s sovereignty over all our lives. I couldn’t imagine this application would get VERY real just a week later. In the ER, I was desperately looking for something to which I could fix my attention when it was time to get the stitches put in. Reciting the psalm in my mind and rehearsing the Lord’s presence and power transformed what would have been an otherwise extremely disconcerting few minutes for me. Hopefully this can also be an encouragement to all of you who have a practice of memorizing Scripture, or are considering starting this journey!

God is our refuge and strength,
    a very present help in trouble.
 Therefore we will not fear though the earth give way,
    though the mountains be moved into the heart of the sea,
 though its waters roar and foam,
    though the mountains tremble at its swelling. Selah

 There is a river whose streams make glad the city of God,
    the holy habitation of the Most High.
 God is in the midst of her; she shall not be moved;
    God will help her when morning dawns.
 The nations rage, the kingdoms totter;
    he utters his voice, the earth melts.
 The Lord of hosts is with us;
    the God of Jacob is our fortress. Selah

 Come, behold the works of the Lord,
    how he has brought desolations on the earth.
He makes wars cease to the end of the earth;
    he breaks the bow and shatters the spear;
    he burns the chariots with fire.
 “Be still, and know that I am God.
    I will be exalted among the nations,
    I will be exalted in the earth!”
 The Lord of hosts is with us;
    the God of Jacob is our fortress.

ICYMI: Recital Recording!

Good afternoon, Blogging Family! Thank you again so much to all of you who prayed for, attended, or expressed interest in our recital last Saturday! It was a sweet time of celebrating the Lord’s faithfulness over the years, and we were so humbled and blessed by everyone’s support, both in person and online! We would not be here today without the prayers, and love of far more people than we are even aware of, and Saturday was a vivid reminder of this reality.

We wanted to share this recording with those of you who were unable to attend in person but asked about a recording. If you tried to livestream, you’re aware that we ran into some unexpected network issues. Because of this, the version posted above is missing a few songs. However, I’m very grateful that Ivan could reconstruct the large majority of the recital and we hope you will enjoy the overall feel of the event! 🙂

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Update on 1/30/26: We’re continuing to get comments that some of you are having trouble viewing the embedded video. We’re working to figure it out! In the meantime, please follow this direct link to the performance. Thanks so much for your patience!

Countdown to Saturday!

Good morning, Blogging Family! We can’t believe that it’s less than a week to our recital. We’ll be performing works by Bach, Mendelssohn, Massenet, and Rachmaninoff, as well as some original arrangements of our favorite worship songs.

If you’d like to attend in person, you can find out more details on our Facebook event page. We will also be live-streaming from our Facebook page if you can’t make it but would like to watch virtually. You don’t need a Facebook account to watch the livestream. 🙂

We pray it will be an encouraging time of worship and celebrating what God has done. Hope you can join us!

24 Days of Hope: The Conclusion

Merry Christmas Eve! Thank you so much for walking with us this December. We pray this series has been an encouraging aid in remembering the permanence of God’s promises toward us, and anticipating the future hope this brings us both in this life and in eternity.

As we anticipate Christmas tomorrow, I’d like to conclude with one of my favorite Messianic prophecies from Isaiah:

Out of the stump of David’s family will grow a shoot—
    yes, a new Branch bearing fruit from the old root.
 And the Spirit of the Lord will rest on him—
    the Spirit of wisdom and understanding,
the Spirit of counsel and might,
    the Spirit of knowledge and the fear of the Lord.
 He will delight in obeying the Lord.
    He will not judge by appearance
    nor make a decision based on hearsay.
 He will give justice to the poor
    and make fair decisions for the exploited.
The earth will shake at the force of his word,
    and one breath from his mouth will destroy the wicked.
 He will wear righteousness like a belt
    and truth like an undergarment.

Isaiah 11:1-5

Here are some things that are blessing me as I meditate on this passage, both personally and as I consider what is going on in the world:

  1. “The Spirit of counsel and might…” It can be tempting to equate seeking wisdom with passivity or delayed action, but wisdom that is truly from the Lord – the wisdom Christ embodied while he walked among us – is never weak or ineffective. It is incredibly powerful and knows when, how, and how much to act. It never does either too much or too little. That is why it can only from the Lord and is a sign of God’s Spirit transforming us as we renew our minds with his Word and depend on him to lead us day by day.
  2. “He will not judge by appearance, nor make a decision based on hearsay.” This is the opposite of both our fallen human tendencies and our experience with other humans! In spite of our best intentions, it is impossible to be completely free from sinful motives or to be completely sure we know everything there is to know about a situation before we pass judgment. Jesus was the only man who was completely without sin, and who could also see into other men’s hearts perfectly (John 2:25). Yet he chose to bear God’s wrath for us and continues interceding for those of us who place our faith in him, instead of using that knowledge to condemn us (Rom. 8:34; Heb. 7:25). Only he both judges righteous and also fulfills our longing to be perfectly known and understood.
  3. “He will wear righteousness like a belt, and truth like an undergarment…” There have been several tragedies on the news in recent weeks, from the shootings connected to Brown University, MIT, and Bondi Beach, to the heartbreaking death of Jubilant Sykes. These remind us that, although Jesus has come once, our world is still very broken and in desperate need of the gospel. We wait in great anticipation of his second coming, when he will finally set everything to right and usher in the new Heaven and New Earth, and we will enjoy perfect fellowship with him and all God’s people. Until then, we are called to look forward to his coming and rely on his empowering grace to be ambassadors of truth and righteousness in this world that so desperately cries out for the eternal hope that only he can give.

Merry Christmas! May we be filled with the eternal hope of Immanuel – God with us!

24 Days of Hope: An Exciting Announcement

Good morning, everyone! As we near the end of our series, I wanted to loop you in to an exciting announcement we made yesterday on social media since I realize that some of you are not on those platforms. We are hosting another violin recital in January, and this one will be in-person if you happen to live in the area! If you don’t, we will be live-streaming through Facebook live like we did last time so you can still watch either live or after the fact. You can access the event details by following this link (you don’t need a Facebook account to access Facebook events or livestream).

I’m particularly grateful for this recital because it represents the growth of a friendship as well as a significant amount of musical improvement over the past year. Last December, my dad introduced me to Min because she was passionate about violin and has also made a career of studying the brain, and over the past year she has been such an encouragement to both of us with her love of the Lord and music, and her willingness to meet up and practice music, and encourage me to keep trying different things such as improvising. It was also her suggestion to put together this a program of both classical and worship music. She and Ivan will be performing solo pieces at this recital, too and I really hope some of you can make it in-person. Our hope is that it will be an encouraging time of worshiping the Lord through different genres of music for everyone in attendance!

See you tomorrow!

24 Days of Hope: An Unusual Christmas Psalm

Good morning, everyone! A few days ago, I wrote about how Psalm 100 was a perennial favorite for finding joy in my own life and encouraging others. Today, as I’m nearing the end of my Bible reading plan, I was meditating on Psalm 101 (my Psalm readings are not in chronological order), and was struck by the fact that this is actually a wonderful Psalm to ponder as we approach Christmas:

I will sing of your love and justice, Lord.
    I will praise you with songs.
 I will be careful to live a blameless life—
    when will you come to help me?
I will lead a life of integrity
    in my own home.
 I will refuse to look at
    anything vile and vulgar.
I hate all who deal crookedly;
    I will have nothing to do with them.
 I will reject perverse ideas
    and stay away from every evil.

I will not tolerate people who slander their neighbors.
    I will not endure conceit and pride.

 I will search for faithful people
    to be my companions.
Only those who are above reproach
    will be allowed to serve me.
 I will not allow deceivers to serve in my house,
    and liars will not stay in my presence.
 My daily task will be to ferret out the wicked
    and free the city of the Lord from their grip.

Psalm 101:1-8

My first reaction to reading this psalm was, “Wow, how inspiring!” But as I sat with it a bit longer and asked the Holy Spirit to illuminate my own heart, I became more uncomfortable. These are wonderful aspirations, and as the inspired Word of God, they represent God’s desired will for my life, but sadly I can’t say that this psalm reflects the truth about my life all the time. Even the opening gave me pause: I love singing praises to God in church and try to make a practice of singing at home as well, but can I with 100% certainty say that my praise is always coming from a completely sincere, undistracted heart? I was also struck by the verse “I live a life of integrity in my own home.” It’s easy to serve in church and focus on the status of my outward-facing relationships, but how would my family describe me? Even if Ivan affirms my integrity, how would I score with God, who knows the deepest secrets of my heart? And then there’s the part about not enduring “conceit and pride.” Once again, I’m fairly good at identifying certain overt sins, but a judgmental or critical spirit can slip under the radar.

By the time I’d reached the end of the psalm, I’d been reminded – yet again – that I am not above reproach, especially if I’m considering the thoughts of my heart that only the Lord sees. But instead of being depressed, I was encouraged that, while David’s aspirations in this psalm are righteous – especially given his role as king of Israel – at certain points in his life even he would not have met the requirements he was inspired to write.

But one of David’s descendants would. In addition to dying for our sins, Jesus lived the perfect life that none of us could ever live so that his righteousness could be fully credited to each of us who trusts him for salvation. I believe God includes passages like Psalm 101 for us in Scripture to remind us of his holy standard, and to encourage us to keep pursuing these character qualities once we’ve received our new nature as believers (Col. 3:10). As we look forward to Christmas, let us give thanks for the new natures we’ve received and the progressive sanctification that is taking place in all our lives, all because Jesus humbled himself, took on human flesh, and lived a perfect life in our place 2,000 years ago!

See you tomorrow!

24 Days of Hope: Grateful for French Lessons! (Plus Psaume 1 en français)

Something I’m extremely grateful for is the chance to study French with a real expert! It’s no secret that Paris is my absolute favorite city, and I would move there in a heartbeat. We’ve been blessed to visit twice in the last three years, first in June 2023 on a school trip and then on our own last Christmas for our ninth anniversary. I started learning French in preparation for our 2023 trip using the Pimsleur language program as well as YouTube and movies, and loved the trip and the language so much that I’ve tried to keep up with it ever since. For the short amounts of time we were in Paris, I was grateful to be able to generally understand what was said, as well as shop/order food/navigate. However, as any of us who love a language and long to spend an extended amount of time in a foreign country are aware, being tolerated by a certain breed of polite native speaker does NOT equal being competent in your desired language.

When the opportunity arose a few months ago to actually practice French in person, I couldn’t have been more blessed. Judy taught French at Ivan’s school, Valley Christian, for three decades and is legendary for her skill with the language, her enormous heart for students, and her love for the Lord. It’s been such a privilege to spend time with her on Wednesday mornings talking about life and counseling (another shared passion) building my French vocabulary and grammar, reading the delightful book Le Petit Prince by Antoine de Saint-Exupéry, and memorizing Scripture.

See you tomorrow!

24 Days of Hope: The Oldest Carol

Good morning, everyone! Today I’d like to continue our Christmas carol theme by sharing with you the history behind one of my personal favorites, “Let All Mortal Flesh Keep Silence.”

While some may put forth a Northern European favorite like “O Come All Ye Faithful” or “Good King Wenceslas” as the oldest carol still sung today (both were composed in the 13th century), the award most likely goes to the song I’ve posted above.

“Let All Mortal Flesh Keep Silence” was a Greek hymn that originated in the 4th century as preparation for taking communion. It emphasizes God’s holiness and power, as well as the awe we should experience as we contemplate his shocking choice to descend from heaven, dwell with us, and redeem us with his very own body. In the 19th century, this hymn was translated, paired with a French folk tune, and revitalized as an Advent carol. I love the richness of its imagery and its unique role as a window to what worship in the early church might have been like.

See you tomorrow!

24 Days of Hope: Psalm 100’s Universal Joy

I’ve shared before how the brain injury makes it difficult for me to overcome negative emotions because there’s a physiological disconnect between the “thinking” and “feeling” portions of my brain (short-circuiting the wisdom that if you renew your mind with truth long enough, your heart will follow suit). As a counselor, I’ve also spent time listening to people’s struggles with sin and suffering and praying about the best way to help them move forward biblically. My struggles, as well as some of those I’ve walked alongside, served as part of the inspiration for our second book, Hello, God.

These journeys have also taught me to love Psalm 100, both as a source of encouragement for myself and for others. It’s very brief, but I believe it offers some universal principles for joy:

Make a joyful noise to the LORD, all the earth!
     Serve the LORD with gladness!
    Come into his presence with singing!

 Know that the LORD, he is God!
    It is he who made us, and we are his;
    we are his people, and the sheep of his pasture.

 Enter his gates with thanksgiving,
    and his courts with praise!
    Give thanks to him; bless his name!

 For the LORD is good;
    his steadfast love endures forever,
    and his faithfulness to all generations.

Psalm 100:1-5

First of all, joy – and rest – comes from acknowledging that God is sovereign and good. So much of my anxiety and sadness can be traced back to wishing situations and people would become something other than they are, which at its root suggests that I don’t truly believe God knows what is best for me – or the people in my life. And I suspect this may be true for a lot of people who struggle with these emotions. He is creator and shepherd – completely powerful, and completely personally invested in the lives of each one of his flock.

Second, I love Psalm 100’s reassurances about the Lord’s character and his heart toward his people. No matter what is going on in the moment, we can trust these declarations that God’s love and faithfulness are eternal. There are times – even long periods – when our circumstances may tempt us to doubt this, but the psalmist encourages us to zoom out from our personal experience and survey the testimony of redemptive history. Once we consider how God has faithfully, relentlessly pursued his rebellious human creatures from the Garden of Eden right up to the present day, pouring out his unbridled wrath on his own precious Son so that he could offer us salvation, things begin to look different. And every time I consciously remind myself that my eternity is secured because of what Christ suffered in my place on the cross, whatever trial I happen to be facing takes a different hue.

As the Apostle Paul famously wrote, “So we do not lose heart. Though our outer self is wasting away, our inner self is being renewed day by day. For this light momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison, as we look not to the things that are seen but to the things that are unseen. For the things that are seen are transient, but the things that are unseen are eternal.” (2 Cor. 4:16-17)

See you tomorrow!